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Tuoi em di voi nhau cung gan 1 nam oy.....summer toi...gf cua em di lam , rui wen bik 1 thang nay...it was my fault though.....she wants to get her dad something nice for father day but i couldnt take her....n father day is the week after so i told her to ask that guy to take her....the thing is this when she know this guy she told me everything about him...even when he took her to the mall....i ask her if she likes him...she said she dont knoe... so that nite ..we talked on the fone n i said lets break up.....i just want to knoe her true feeling...so i ask her who wud she choose btw me n him.....i asked if she still got 100% feeling for me..then she said she only got 75%....then 2 days later i came to her house....that guy was there...so i told her all of my feeling...i told how much i love her .....then she chose the guy.....so we spend our last day together.....she said i hurt her 2 much....i cant even keep the small promises...n she wants to experience a new relationship....n i told her that i would wait for her.....that day i told her to take care of herself n be happy....she cry for almost the whole day...its been a month now....we still talking like friends.....but it really hurt alot....it hurt when i think about her....it hurt to knoe that she is with that guy rite now....when i got nothing to do..my mind just think about her for no reason.....i dont knoe if she still got feeling for me or not...even now when i ask her ...she said that she sstill got that 75% of love for me.....at nite i always leave the fone on for her to go to sleep...but after the break up,, i thought she wud stop...but she still call me everynite n wants me to leave the fone on for her....even when her bf told to go to sleep n she even promise him that she would sleep but she still call me n want me to leave the fone on....after awhile i told her that we're not the same as b4...i dont want her to call that often anymore cuz wat if her bf find out then she would be in trouble....so i told her to stop...she said ok..but for one day she leave the fone on with her bf....n i was waiting for her call...so i thought everything is fine now but then at 4 in the morning she called me n we talked for a while then i leave the fone on for her to sleep...then from that day she would call me everynite n talk for a while b4 i leave the fone for her to sleep.....i still love her....i love her a lot.....she is the only one that i haved ever love n i will always love her.....i still care about her....she care about me 2 but i dont knoe if we cud ever be back together again....we call each other husband n wife when we still going out....even after we broke up we still call each other husbund and wife.....i ask her on our last day together if she want to be my real wife....she said yea.....n i had a ring made of one dollar bill...then i put it on her finger....rite now she she still wearing the necklace that i gave her...it was like a couple necklace....mine is a lock and her is the key....she still wearing it even tho her bf toold her to take it off....this is really frustrating for me...i m really clueless...idk wat is going on in her mind....n as everyday pass,,the hole in my heart just keep getting bigger n bigger....i thought as time pass then everything would be fine but it isnt...i thought that if i met another girl then i could forget her but my love cant be like that.....this might be becuz i love her 2 much or bcuz it hurt 2 much....i really dont knoe....i really want her to be by my side rite now....i really miss her...i miss her alot.....